Devotionals

The Secret Place of Thunder

“You called in trouble and I delivered you. I answered you in the secret place of thunder.” Psalm 81:7

Psalm 81 starts with praise. The people are singing this song at a feast designed to help them remember God’s act of setting their ancestors free from the bondage of slavery in Egypt. The psalm continues with a celebration of God’s care for them and of his power to save them. It moves on to talk of the statutes Israel must adhere to and finishes with a call to obedience.

But tucked in the middle of the song among the verses reflecting God’s side of a conversation is a poetic phrase from the older style King James translation: “I answered you in the secret place of thunder.”

God is saying to his people that he has redeemed them by bringing them out of slavery and given them his law for holy living. Prior to this act, they had been burdened and oppressed. They called out to God and he delivered them.

Thunder is referred to in the Bible as having a voice, and of sounding like God’s voice. His voice thundered from heaven in an answer to Jesus at the request to glorify his name (John 12;29). Voices like thunder are mentioned in John’s vision of heaven in the book of Revelation.

Since thunder is associated with God’s voice, then the secret place is the place where God’s voice is heard. Prayer is an obvious secret place, as demonstrated in Psalm 81:7, where God states that the people called to him and then he responded with an answer.

In their story, this happened when God led the Israelites out of Egypt and brought them to the mountain in order to receive his Law so that they could live in relationship with him.

For us, that secret place is anywhere we hear God speaking. Does he speak to you through reading the Bible, attending church services, prayer, Holy Spirit impressions and leadings, nature, or time spent in healthy community?

The secret place of thunder was the place of meeting. It was the place of transformation that consummated God’s redemptive work. It reinforced his power to save, assured them of his care, and demonstrated his love for them.

The location is secret because it witnessed the interaction between the Lord and each individual person. The mighty, Sovereign God descended from the heavens to meet with, talk to, and live among the people. Each person saw the same clouds or fire that represented God’s presence, but each one would have heard the unique message God spoke to their hearts. Words of love, of healing, of instruction, and of freedom.

Do you have a “secret place of thunder” where you hear personal messages from God? He is ready and waiting to speak words of freedom and love into your heart. God redeems all things. Nothing is lost or stolen away from his plan for you.

Praise him. Keep his statutes. Call out to him. He will answer, and that word will come in a way and at a place that demonstrates his saving power for you.

Devotionals

Cathedrals in the Making

He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. Philippians 1:6

This spring while reading on topics related to my job in spiritual services, I discovered this phrase, “cathedrals in the making” in a book[1] written by an older leader to a different generation. The author used the phrase in the context of engaged couples starting a marriage and their family. As I contemplated the concept of a cathedral, I realized that the image could also apply to hearts. I adopted the phrase and have repurposed it a bit to help us understand the ongoing work happening in our lives as a result of God’s presence in our hearts.

Cathedrals are sacred spaces of art, of light, of worship, or word, and of history with spires and steeples, all of them pointing upward to the sky. When God is allowed to take possession of a heart, the same thing happens in our lives. We become a sacred space. We are his work of art full of light where the corridors of our souls resound with the song of worship. He redeems our past, speaks his word to us, and gives us a purpose. When we live for his glory, everything we do points up, to him, directing the vision of others to heaven.

In Paul’s writing to the Philippians, he counsels that this sort of grand work takes time. It doesn’t happen in a day or a week, or even at a pace we notice. Each morning and evening of our existence seems to frame another ordinary day of routine tasks and the same old conflicts. But in the midst of living, by making wise decisions large or small, and by staying in relationship with the Lord, he grows us until he expands us to greater levels of strength and of witness.

Theologians have a fancy word for this process called “sanctification.” Little by little, the Holy Spirit heals us, freeing us from addictions or destructive patterns. We walk a little closer to the Lord. We venture a little deeper with him in faith as part of a gracious journey that lasts our whole lives.

God is faithful. He will complete the work he has begun. It takes years. We don’t reach the destination where perfection awaits until our arrival in eternity. But along the way, we can rest assured that we are cathedrals in the making. We are becoming spaces of beauty that are works in progress bringing delight to the Master Architect who constructs each one for a very special purpose.


[1] The Pastoral Care of Families by William Hulme. Published by Abingdon Press, 1962. The quote is taken from page 56.

Devotionals

Fathers

He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither—whatever he does prospers. Psalm 1:3

The first psalm in the Bible’s book of psalms probably was not written only for fathers, but it is the best description I’ve found of what a godly father does.

This man made a choice at some point in his life to follow the ways of the Lord. He does not agree with corruption or join mockers in their scorn. He delights in God’s law and meditates upon the Lord’s words day and night.

This father is a well-watered tree. A mighty oak. He stands tall and strong through all kinds of storms, stable and wise, enduring the passing seasons. He does not shrivel at bad news, scarcity, or changing times. The Lord has proven himself faithful which means faithfulness becomes a part of this man’s care for his family.

Everything he does prospers. This extends to more than just his finances. Prosperity implies God’s blessing on him, his children, his grandchildren, and anyone else who has had the honor of receiving his teaching and following his example.

The Lord watches over the way of the righteous sheltering him in his shadow just as the spreading branches of the oak tree casts its shade over everything and everyone within its reach. Godly fathers have the Lord’s protection. They teach us how to trust in that provision and they model a lifelong journey of seeking after the Lord.

Do you have a godly father or grandfather in your life? Can you think of times when they have advised you, blessed you, or sheltered you?

As we celebrate our fathers this weekend, tell them about these times. Let them know of the ways God has used them to teach you about faith.

Devotionals

Find Rest

The Lord replied, “My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.” Exodus 4:14.

A troubled Moses in a meeting with the Lord has the rebellion of the people he’s trying to lead fresh in his mind. The Israelites fell into idolatry and coerced Aaron to make for them a golden calf. “As for this fellow Moses who brought us up out of Egypt,” they say in Exodus 32:1, “we don’t know what has happened to him.

Moses spent time on Mount Sinai receiving the Law from God, but down in the camp the people grew restless. As a result of the idolatry of his people, God changes his mind about accompanying them any farther on their journey because of the real possibility of destroying them.

At this point in the story, Moses stands before God one-on-one, and reminds him of the leadership God asks of him. Just the thought of going on alone without God’s presence sinks him in anxiety and fear. If God abandons them, who will fill the role as Moses’ companion and helper? How will Moses learn more about God or grow closer to him if he isn’t there? The biggest fear of all is if God stayed behind, the honor of his favor would no longer rest on Moses or the people.

Moses brings all these concerns to God. In his request for companionship, help, understanding, and favor, God gives one answer: “My Presence will go with you and I will give you rest.”

God himself satisfied Moses’ needs. God would be his companion, offering advice, assistance, and wisdom along with every benefit from having a trusted helper with whom to share the journey. Moses wouldn’t need to go alone. God would provide the support and strength Moses needed to continue leading the Israelites in the wilderness.

God also assured Moses that his presence with him secured special privilege and favor. Exodus 33:12 says that God knows Moses by name and is pleased with him. Moses didn’t need to fear he would no longer be able to meet with God face to face. God wanted to be with him. God wanted to help him, to listen to him, and to share the burden of leadership with him. Just by having God so near so constantly, Moses’ request of knowing more of him would get fulfilled.

In addition to offering his presence, God also promised to give Moses rest. This rest isn’t a night full of good sleep or the guarantee of afternoon naps. The rest God spoke of is an offer of his grace. Rest is a revelation of grace. In God’s rest, Moses and the people would live under God’s protection and guardianship. On a more personal level for Moses, God is telling him what will happen if he is willing to release his cares to God. Moses will find delight and enjoyment in God. Moses needed to hear God say he is pleased with him, and Moses found comfort in God’s declaration of favor.

He can rest in God. He had heard the Lord speak. The time has come to move on from that place at the foot of Mount Sinai and continue the journey. With God present, Moses knows the favor will stay. Their relationship will grow deeper. The events yet to come will correspond to the words God has already spoken.

Do you have worries today of going alone, of needing help, or of making sure you have God’s favor? Bring them to God and hear him say that he is always with you. Maybe you haven’t felt rested in a really long time, and your weariness isn’t the kind that sleep can fix. Let your cares go into the hands of a God who promises you his protection and guidance. In his grace you can find rest.

Devotionals

The Creator of Hearts

From heaven the Lord looks down and sees all mankind, from his dwelling place he watches all who live on earth—he who forms the hearts of all, who considers everything they do. Psalm 33:13-15

In an out-of-the-way corner of my yard, a flower with the name bleeding heart blooms among the ferns. This is such a fascinating flower. Each little bloom, resembling a heart, is its own puff. Not flat like the petal of a rose or a tulip, but with dimension from which a tiny white drop grows. The delicate branch of the plant that supports these blooms is similar to a necklace on which little pink jewels dangle.

The bleeding heart blooms for about two weeks out of the year. As soon as warm temperatures arrive, the little jewel-hearts fade to a light purple and fall to the ground. The plant then blends in with the rest of the shaded landscape for the rest of the growing season.

I like to study and ponder the bleeding heart because I find great comfort in the idea that the same God who created the planets, instituted governments, and conquered death is the same God who made the bleeding heart. He delights to design it and take the time for forming the intricate little flowers on their delicate stem. They bloom for his enjoyment and bring him pleasure.

The same God who formed the bleeding heart also forms my heart. He knows the intricacies of my character and how best to support the delicate places. He sees the areas that need growth, and plants me in the best climate for blossoming. In a harsh world of oppressive heat and dry terrains, he tucks me into a sheltered corner where I might rest in his shade.

The Lord takes good care of me. He takes good care of us. The events of our lives do not happen senselessly, but are secretly guided by God who sees and directs all that is taking place. The proof of his work is all around us. We only need to use our eye of faith to see and to pay attention to God’s invisible providence. He is working, always working. A favorite theologian of mine says, “Heaven is not a palace in which God remains idle and indulges in pleasures, but a royal court from which he exercises his government over all parts of the world. If he has erected his throne in the sanctuary of heaven in order to govern the universe, it follows that he doesn’t neglect the affairs of earth, but governs them with the highest reason and wisdom” (Commentary on Psalms 1-35 by John Calvin, translated by Henry Beveridge, p. 548-49).

God reigns from the sanctuary of heaven. He instructs spiritual powers. He determines the weather. He attends our worship services. He fashions delicate little flowers. Nothing or no one is too small to receive his care, and that care brings with it the highest wisdom. We can trust the happenings of our lives to his care. He formed the bleeding heart. He continues to form and shape our hearts. He watches over our lives, our coming and going, now and forevermore.

Devotionals

Rainbow Chasers

So God said to Noah, “This is the sign of the covenant I have established between me and all life on earth.” Genesis 9:17

Wednesday afternoon, I sat at the kitchen table with my son Mark, a senior in high school who is a young man ready to explore the world and chase down some big dreams. We talked of the future, his hopes and concerns as he prepares to go to college. Rain fell outside the windows from a gray sky filled with low clouds.

During a break in our conversation, he checked the weather radar and announced, “The sun will be shining in ten minutes.” He left his chair to gather his camera and other gear usually used for chasing storms and said on his way out the door, “I’m going to go chase a rainbow.”

Mark, the aspiring meteorologist, shifted out of our common world of questions and planning to move into the wistful world of adventure and dreaming. He’s on his way to chase a rainbow. I wonder if in that moment my teenage son heard the Lord’s voice more clearly than many of us do in our entire lifetimes. He heard a call to adventure and discovery, places to look for the misty colors in the air, and to journey to the beginning of some new endeavor. The beginning may appear so translucent he may not realize he stands in it until the clouds break and multi-colored sunlight shimmers over him.

Way back at the beginning, in Genesis 9, God extended the same invitation to Noah. “Be a rainbow chaser,” God said in his institution of this new sign. “I establish my covenant with you . . . this is the sign of the covenant . . . for all generations to come. I have set my rainbow in the clouds and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth” (Genesis 9:11-13).

God calls the rainbow his. “I have set my rainbow in the clouds.” He knows its beginning and ending. He knows the span of its stretch, and he knows the meaning of its appearance. The rainbow is a sign of his promise. God promises to preserve our lives, to offer salvation, and to cover us with his protection.

The invitation he offered Noah goes out to us today. “Watch for my sign of the covenant I have made with you,” God says. “I promise to help you and watch over you. I grant you my favor and will spare you from destruction.”

Our journeys of faith are chases after rainbows. Those misty arches of promise fill us with hope and draw us to the place where ethereal vapors bend down to meet our world of question and struggle. Herein lies the adventure. Can we hear the call to live in covenant with a holy God? And when we do, are we ready to chase after him, believing in him as our only source of salvation?

When we find him, all the fullness of his rich promises become ours. Not only have we chased after a rainbow, but we’ve found and claimed it.

“Chase hope. Chase after life, chase my promises. Chase me,” God says.

Devotionals

Son of Honor

Teacher, I want to see. Mark 10:51

The journey to Jerusalem included a stop in Jericho where a blind man by the name of Bartimaeus begged along the side of the road. When Jesus passed by, Baritmaeus called out to him asking for mercy.

Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me.

Mark introduces Bartimaeus by noting that he was the son of Timaeus. I wonder if Timaeus was well-known in the city of Jericho for Mark to call attention to the father’s name. Would Timaeus appreciate this association? Perhaps he felt shame or disappointment over his son’s condition. Maybe he went about his business gathering wealth and respect on the streets of Jericho refusing to claim as his son a man who sat in the dirt of the roadside begging.

Sons were supposed to lead the family, to learn from the father and carry on his name, to continue in the family business and capitalize on his inheritance. But Bartimaeus, blind, helpless, and begging, was good for nothing, unable to function according to his family’s and the culture’s expectations.

Perhaps no one had ever shown him mercy.

Ironically, the meaning of the name Bartimaeus was “son of honor.” As a blind beggar, he did not bring his father honor. Neither did he receive honor. The only treatment he’d ever known was disrespect and marginalization.

But today, Jesus the Messiah, the Son of David, passed through town. If ever there existed the slightest chance of receiving compassion, this was it.

Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me.

In crying out for mercy, Bartimaeus asked Jesus to really and truly see him. Bartimaeus couldn’t see Jesus, but maybe the Rabbi would pause long enough to look his direction and see him. The cry for mercy asked Jesus to care about what he saw, and to please, for heaven’s sake, not heap on him any more harsh treatment.

Bartimaeus got his wish. Jesus calls for him and presents him with the same question he’d asked his disciples in a previous discussion about honor and power. “What do you want me to do for you?”

If Jesus were to ask me such a direct question, I’m not sure I would know how to answer. What do I want Jesus to do for me? If I could have anything in the world straight from the hand of God, what would it be? I doubt that I would understand my own desires and limitations enough to give the question a proper answer.

But Bartimaeus knew what he wanted. First, he wanted Jesus’ compassion. When he knew he’d received it, he made one simple request.

Teacher, I want to see.

He didn’t ask for money or for friends or even for a bath. He asked for the one thing that would make him independent. The one thing that would restore honor to his family and allow him to take his rightful place in Jericho society.

Teacher, I want to see.

Jesus gives it to him, and he heals this man with a word. “Go.” Jesus might have touched him, but instead of applying a mud paste as he’d done for another blind man, Jesus says, “Go.” Find freedom from the beggar’s life, from darkness, from hopelessness.

The man’s faith in Jesus is what healed him. Possibly the first person ever to see him for who he really was, Jesus honors him for his faith. But Bartimaeus didn’t use his new vision and freedom for himself. Instead, he became a disciple, following Jesus along the road, praising God, and telling about what Jesus had done for him.

Teacher, I want to see.

Free us, O Lord, from darkness, and from hopelessness. We ask for your mercy. Work in our hearts until we know our own desires and limitations well enough to come to you in truth.

Grow our faith.

Empower us for testimony. Amen

Devotionals

Would you Rather?

Which of the two did what his father wanted? Matthew 21:31 (NIV)

During a trip I made with other church staff to a conference last fall, a number of our group that had traveled from Pella enjoyed some time in the hotel’s lobby sharing stories and laughs. At one point, the conversation turned to playing the game “Would You Rather.” If you’ve played this game, you know that the person whose turn it is must pick two bad choices and then ask everyone else in the group which one they would rather do. Thus the name of the game, “Would You Rather.” We explored all sorts of options from eating disgusting food to taking outrageous risks.

When I arrived home, the concept of the game remained on my mind. Life so often presents us with less than ideal choices. We long for the perfect or the easy, but reality is right there eager to crowd in and remind us of the fallen world in which we live.

Jesus engages his listeners in his own version of this game in Matthew 21:28-32 when he asks the Pharisees which son, both of whom gave less than ideal responses, did what the father asked of them. “What would you rather do,” Jesus seems to ask, “promise the father obedience and later deceive Him, or act sincere and then later reject Him?”

Two bad choices. Unfortunately, they are ones that our hearts default into easier than we care to admit. Hypocrisy can be so subtle and yet so deceptive. I wonder if this is what Jesus hoped the Pharisees in the audience would catch on to. Don’t keep all the rules and assent to true doctrine if it only stays in your head. Love God. Devote your life to Him. Live in faith as a way of life, not just as a Sunday morning posture.

Jesus is asking for repentance here, not as a legalistic demand such as the Pharisees were accustomed to making, but as a gesture of grace. He wants them in the kingdom too. He holds up the tax collectors and the prostitutes as examples in an effort to generate urgency under their decision. “Come in out of your legalism and hypocrisy,” Jesus again seems to say. “Would you rather stay trapped in your self-righteous observance of the Law and allow the sinners to enter the Kingdom ahead of you, or would you rather surrender your grasp on power and repent?”

In a Pharisee’s mind, these were both bad choices. They couldn’t stand the idea of sinners gaining something they could not. Neither could they give up power and do what Jesus asked of them.

While Jesus is challenging the chief priests and teachers of the Law, he is also opening a window allowing for a glimpse of a lovely truth. The tax collectors and prostitutes are entering the Kingdom! They are hearing Jesus’ call, believing His message, receiving healing, and finding a home in the Kingdom of God.

What does this mean for us? First, I believe we must always be in tune with our hearts. Are we sincere before God? Are we devoted to Him? Do we desire Him? Depending on how we answer those questions, we need to do the hard yet fruitful soul work so that we can answer “yes” to devotion and to desire.

The next thing we can do is to continue making the call to confession. People enter the Kingdom through repentance. Contrition has fallen out of style these days, but that doesn’t mean we have to quit showing people the entrance to the Kingdom of God. One simple invitation to confess sin could open up the whole of eternity to someone. It is worthwhile to take the risk of making the continued invitation into confession and repentance.

Last, we can trust that our efforts, even the ones we make with reluctance, bear fruit in the Kingdom. The sinners are coming to Christ! “Would you rather” has become for me an important question to include in my own growth. Would I rather do the hard work internally so that I am an effective minister for Christ, or would I rather sit on the sidelines uncaring of the world around me but smugly assured of my own good doctrine? Would I rather see people I look down on come to faith, or would I rather continue on in my own self-righteous perceptions of how the world should run? Would I rather take the risk of leading others to Jesus and possibly fail, or would I rather leave them in darkness unaware that a whole new life awaits them?

If I had been standing in the crowd that day when Jesus told this parable, I’m not sure how I would have answered. But the son who said “no” to his father but later changed his mind is a better model than the one who practiced deception. Neither response honored the father, but at least the work he wanted done would get accomplished. Thanks be to God for his mercy and grace.

Devotionals

Turn Our Thoughts to Heaven

He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Revelation 21:3-5

This exclamation is taken from the larger description of the new order Heaven establishes. God will dwell among his people. He will be with them, and they will be his. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain (Revelation 21:3-4).

When someone who is close to us dies, their loss leaves an empty place they used to fill. We wonder what happened to them and where they are now. For the person who believes in Christ, a glorious eternity awaits them. We can trust that the people who have died and left this life are alive and whole, unencumbered with limitations or impairments, freely enjoying the sights and sounds, the joy and light, or Heaven.

Heaven is a real place created by God and is home to angels, and to every believer. Heaven is where God is. It is a place free of pain, death, or sorrow. God’s glory gives it light. His holiness is the reason for unending praise. His family, our brothers and sister in Christ, live there. The ones who died have already arrived. Those who are still on earth will someday join them.

We will recognize people in Heaven, and they will recognize us. Since there is no pain in Heaven, the effects of sickness will not show on people’s restored, heavenly bodies. Neither will old age or physical limitations take their toll. Heaven is eternal. There is no need to mark the passage of time. Our physical selves will no longer tire or wear out. God makes all things new. We will be our true selves, with freed spirits in God’s Heaven, able to last for eternity because we’ve received His gift of life.

Heaven matters. To us, who are still very much on earth, held down by gravity, facing struggles, and grieving those we’ve lost, Heaven can seem inaccessible. And yet, if we’ve made the decision to believe in Jesus, we live with eternity in mind instead of focused on only today and our immediate needs or discomforts. This gives us great hope because we know our source of strength lies beyond ourselves. God holds the future. He holds our lives. He welcomes into his presence those who have died, and he will someday do the same for us.

Devotionals

Quiet Compassion

Where did this man get these things? Mark 6:2

Embedded in the action of traveling and teaching, Jesus offers a lesson on how to do ministry. It is easily obscured by the skepticism of his hometown and the scandal glaring from Herod’s family, but the lesson is still there and best perceived from the view of a disciple.

These men had given up everything to follow Jesus, and yet they were still discovering who he was, the power he possessed, and the mission that was someday to be theirs. Jesus begins with a basic assignment. He gives them instructions, and then they get to put those instructions into practice. Verses 12 and 13 tell us the disciples went out and preached. They drove out many demons, anointed sick people with oil, and healed them.

This first assignment taught the disciples about outreach and evangelism. Jesus’ instructions to become a member of the community opened the doors for them to use the authority he’d given them.

Later on, Jesus gives another lesson, this one about how to feed and care for others. The miracle Jesus performed with the five loaves and two fish satisfied the crowd’s physical hunger. It also helped the disciples understand a deeper message. In verse 37, Jesus says to them, “You give them something to eat.” The call suggested so much more than providing these people with a meal. It asked the disciples to offer Jesus himself. They participated with him in the miracle. Verse 34 says, “When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd.”

In the moment Jesus told his disciples to give the people something to eat, he invited them to share his compassion and to learn from him how to be a shepherd. He gave them the provisions needed to nourish the group that had gathered. The disciples could give to the crowd because Jesus nourished them.

The third lesson Jesus taught was about prayer. He’d sustained disappointment in his hometown, he’d received sad news about his cousin, John, and he spent a long day teaching and caring for a mob. Now he longed to spend time with his heavenly father. Prayer is where he went to find consolation, to gain wisdom, and to enjoy God’s presence. Jesus seeks out these solitary times frequently. The gospels often mention them in passing but Jesus habits of prayer and his reasons for it are worth paying attention to. He knew consolation, wisdom, and peace could only be found in his father’s presence.

Evangelism and outreach, shepherding and prayer, are Jesus’ methods in reaching the lost and advancing the kingdom of heaven. He called the disciples in and trained them all those years ago. Through their words in the gospels and the Holy Spirit speaking to us, we too, are called in and trained for a mission that produces a bountiful harvest and precedes us into eternity.